Boredom and Frustation

Entering the dark time of the year,
uh, no...the darker time is more likely.
Thought the whole week of holiday I had in the beginning of this month would revive my energy and spirits.
Wrong!!
The moment I stepped in my office at the first day after holiday, I felt as though I never had any holiday at all.
And this super heat of weather we're having here doesn't help my already low morale.

I am bored...
longing to break free.
I am frustated...
there is no jumping stone.

Should I just jump in those dark water under?